STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION
“It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you...” – John 15:16
As
a recovering codependent, it is not easy for me to accept praise.
There’s still a little voice in my subconscious that sometimes whispers
that I don’t deserve what I get.
For example, I received a letter from a priest friend today praising me
for my work for the Lord. The first time I read it, I was teary-eyed
and deeply touched. But after several readings, my questions of whether I
deserved his compliment started coming. In my heart, I remember the times I had been insensitive,
tactless, neglectful and other unforgettable faults. Sigh! I haven’t
fully recovered from codependency, although I’d like to think I’m a lot
better now than years ago.
Jesus assures me in Scripture that He chose me. He affirms that it
wasn’t I who unworthily puts on a robe of service with impure motives.
Every time I think about this, a ray of healing takes place in my heart.
In due time, as I repeatedly read this Word of His, I trust that I can
fully accept how much Jesus really loves me — how much He reaches out to
me, His chosen one. Cristy Galang (cristy_cc@yahoo.com)
Reflection: From
1 to 7, where 1 means “definitely not” and 7 means “yes, very much,”
rate yourself with the question: Do I believe Jesus when He said “I
chose you”?
I
thank You, Jesus, for calling me to be Yours. It’s a great privilege to
serve You. Heal me from my wounds that I may be whole and fully able to
enjoy
Your love.
St. Matthias, Apostle, pray for us. Feast of St. Matthias, Apostle
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